Float week 2

2 weeks of float/rag has gone by and i cnt help but feel the slight tug of exhaustion that is pulling me down and dragging me slower. While others enjoy the trill and excitement of vaction and looking to each and every outing and meetup, i'm bearing wif the heat and the stress both mentally and physically to meet the deadlines and complete the float by august.

While others enjoy themselves and plan every outing and try to get pple to join in the fun, i dun bother replying to these msgs...cos i see no point as i cant even make it... y bother wasting my ph balance to reply? Sounds selfish but its a fact of life that u and i have to bear wif. esp when my balance is low... 3 invites to meet up wif my jc frens, 0 attended. 8 more weeks to rag day, 1 deadline gone by.

I cnt bear wif the feeling of being stuck at hall... totally sux. cnt go aniwhere cos of the working hrs. life's gona get harder...i have made mental preparations but m not that willing to submit to that fate. when i have the chance to go back during the weekends, i will not hesitate to take the chance to get a breath of the outer air, chill and relax outside and slp at home. hang out wif my fam and then back to hall again. Sad life, its smth i chose, i regret but i dun wan to b irresposible so i carry on and experience the hardship. Hopes the end result is smth that makes our effort worth it all. Aimed high enuff, hopefully we can achieve that goal.

I cnt wait for another day at sentosa. Beach vb wif hot bod frens. Cnt wait to tan my pale unhealthy looking poisoned skin. A day of chilling relaxing and exercising. Plz come to me soon.

Sentosa dae

The long awaited sentosa outing was finally quite successful or rather successful if not for the rain the came pouring after the bloodly hot sun was shining for the entire morning.... =( Went to sentosa wif Elizabeth my jc vball teammate and her fren's frens. haven seen her for a year and finally a chance to hang out again thats way cool =D hope we still have the chance to do that =D so happy~

Burnt my sole (ouch!).... its like still red from the freakin hot siloso beach sand awww.... but was great to b able to play vball again wif some pros =D but i still cnt serve upperhand and still didnt dare to spike. mmm.... ok new resolution - master the basic of upperhand serve and spike at any opportunity

Took some pics of the view and the pics turned out great!!! so proud of my photography skills but the all the pics were taken wif Elizabeth's cam and she take uber long to upload them =( i proudly present my master pieces teehee~

Im so looking forward to another sentosa outing wif pple hu noes how to play vball =D sorry frens hu dun play no harm meant. waiting for someone to jio me~ lolx =D felt good to work out once in a while, at least my muscles get toned but not as toned as in jc!!! Y_Y

Aftermath of stardust...

Went to zouk for stardust, a singing compeition for solos and bands on fri. Drank a hse mix - Voldka & lime, drank 2 in fact, the second one was a treat from my senior =) thx alvin.

The bands were great & i enjoyed the music and the company of my frens tho i didnt stick wif them. Just pop by their side and said hi. Tried Ger's fav drink, wiskey & it tasted horrible..... lolx well i still prefer voldka lolx. i wonder y u like wiskey ger.... weird taste haha sorry. After the event, went to dbl o wif alvin, yannick and mae yue. Whoot! cos i just wana to go club and drink lolx oops... =P (second time clubbing tho i didnt dance teehee)

Met more of the seniors from hall, rather graduated seniors from hall =) cool. Drank Black label with and without mix and a shot. I just realised that black label is a mixed of wiskeys... lolx and i said that wiskey tasted horrible... lolx but black label is nice tho =P

Felt giddy so i went home, actually i felt dizzy even b4 stepping into zouk... haiz =( cnt enjoy myself fully... next time if i wana club i must make sure im at my best wana get high then i go haha. next time must brg u go pris!!! lets all go club cos mus brg yf later he get paranoid.... haha

Finally.....

Finally, the long awaited day has arrived... im free of finals now! Not feeling very happy though cos ive not much things to do & ive slacked here & there throughout the entire 2 weeks span of exam weeks.... haiz...

packing my stuffs to move to a new room im staying wif a fren for holiday comm.... for next yr's Flag & Rag... gals y dun u guys wana stay hall??? haiz missed u guys =)

Come to think of it, i totally enjoyed my hall-life, full of fun, excitement (mayb), fustration. joy & perhaps some sorrow in it to make life not so perfect. thats how life shld b, isnt it? =) this makes us appreciate all the things around us & ive nv regretted making the decision of wanting to stay in KE7 hall, then till now. not sure if i'll continue to stay in 3rd yr, but if i do have enuff money i wld def stay. lets hope i can find a job to earn it. =)

Cheers for those hu finished their finals & Gambate for those hu hasnt. All the best pple!!!

Last paper left...

13 more daes to my last paper - Biochem.... i'm feeling slightly relaxed thus blogging, but not too slack as i wana do well in it. This entry's gona b all abt the creatures ive seen ard my room over the past 2 sems in KE7 hall. =)

The first ever beautiful insect i saw -

The cute (lol) lizard at the pathway in front of B block (my room also) -

The interesting looking snail i saw at nite - it looks a little blur... =(

The beautiful butterfly at the stairs leading up to B2 (near my room) -

There's lots more but i cldnt managed to take pics of them, like the red-bellied Squirrels (the last time i saw one, it was eating a jackfruit :D), a green snake at the green stairs behind KE, a dragonfly in my room, lots of bettles, bugs, crokroaches & mosquitoes!!! lots of birds (not onli pigeons) & fruitbats.

I'll definately miss my current room, but i may meet new creatures ard & in my new room =). Looking forward to a new env but i tink itll def gona b Hot in afternoon & v noisy.... lolx

stressed up

i'm feeling stressed now.... perhaps it's due to the pressure i put upon my shoulders... i just got this bad feeling about smth thats gona happen next sem, starting august... i got this 'y did i land myself in this' thinking now... but im trying my best to stop it & try my utmost best to make it work out... hopefully everything will turn out at the very least fine & i hope for the better...

I'm having this internal struggle of suppressing this unwanted feeling, & im too stressed over my finals. so many things to rmb yet i can only rmb a little of the basics.... thats crap...

Room draw

Ytd nite was room draw for KE7 hall, ah.... didnt get wat i wanted!!!! my own current room!!! my blk was the first to close as usual... hot spots but the row that i wanted to stay in is all empty!!!! y y y???

Haiz so i have no choice to move to the west wing cos i dun wana stay in CD though always got angmo to c =D lolx. Im gona stay in G blk next yr, G308 the row where all my frens r @ =) Good news to u gals, if u r coming to my room u onli need to climb 2 stories from the bus terminal lolx, no more of the lengthy flight of stairs which u all almost fainted wen u first came =D teehee gd thing also lah cos if i get my own room there'll b nobody staying upstairs & downstairs of me until the freshies come T_T all alone... sad but AB is a nice place to stay. for anyone hu wans to stay in KE7 hall of nus, recommanded AB block esp B =) cos its my blk =D Cheers~!