Float week 2

2 weeks of float/rag has gone by and i cnt help but feel the slight tug of exhaustion that is pulling me down and dragging me slower. While others enjoy the trill and excitement of vaction and looking to each and every outing and meetup, i'm bearing wif the heat and the stress both mentally and physically to meet the deadlines and complete the float by august.

While others enjoy themselves and plan every outing and try to get pple to join in the fun, i dun bother replying to these msgs...cos i see no point as i cant even make it... y bother wasting my ph balance to reply? Sounds selfish but its a fact of life that u and i have to bear wif. esp when my balance is low... 3 invites to meet up wif my jc frens, 0 attended. 8 more weeks to rag day, 1 deadline gone by.

I cnt bear wif the feeling of being stuck at hall... totally sux. cnt go aniwhere cos of the working hrs. life's gona get harder...i have made mental preparations but m not that willing to submit to that fate. when i have the chance to go back during the weekends, i will not hesitate to take the chance to get a breath of the outer air, chill and relax outside and slp at home. hang out wif my fam and then back to hall again. Sad life, its smth i chose, i regret but i dun wan to b irresposible so i carry on and experience the hardship. Hopes the end result is smth that makes our effort worth it all. Aimed high enuff, hopefully we can achieve that goal.

I cnt wait for another day at sentosa. Beach vb wif hot bod frens. Cnt wait to tan my pale unhealthy looking poisoned skin. A day of chilling relaxing and exercising. Plz come to me soon.