Stress!

I haven been blogging...no mood to. Now all i wana do is to vet out all my fustration i felt for myself... I haven been doing well academically this term and i have a paper tml but i just cnt concentrate. Exams start tml and im not prepared.

i'm worried for my monday paper...which i haven been doing well since the start...its the worse of my nightmare cos it involves memorisizing...all i gota do now is to buck up and i cannot let everyone down. My cap cannot drop...I dun wana end what ive started so soon...pls god be on my side. Haiz

Family outing @ ubin

went to Ubin last saturday with my family to cycle... this was initiated by my dad and at first i was unwilling to go but in the end he was the one complaining that my mum dragged him along and he complained throughout the journey...haiz...he hasnt been exercising for decades thats why...

its was deepavali so... there's lots of indians... really alot... saw lots of things but too bad the tide at chek Jawa was high...so didnt get to see the wildlife there except crabs in the inner part of the mangroves... Got a really ugly tan and my skin is peeling off.... the weird thing is that im the only one that got a tan... lolx

Half way thro year 2 sem 1

I havent got the time to blog, and blogging didnt come into my mind even if i do had the time... lots of things have happened.

during recess week, i went for a jcrc pulau ubin 2D1N OBS camp. Tiring but fun. woke up very early for it and trade my study time for the experience. there were a total of 36 of us.

First adgenda was to mingle around wif the other halls pple (still in mainland) and next stop was at the punggol beach area. our task was to swim out into the sea to reach our boats and kayakt over to the pulau ubin OBS site which was just adjacent from where we started off. Did rockclimbing and some obstacles in the air. it was tiring but a great experience. After dinner, we hav this river crossing game. coordination was the key. The next dae, which was our last dae, we had a small expedition just around camp. We built two rafts to using poles, barrels and ropes. our task was to use those rafts that we bulit to row ourselves at sea back to camp. the tide us when we set off and the current was rather strong. i was sitting at the back so i didnt row, but i noe those guys that rowed, it was tough to control the raft. Despite that, of course we made it back to the camp, though our design of the raft wa not the ideal one, it was great working wif the pple.

my inner tighs itched and was stinging after camp... must be cos of the sea. thinking of the event reminds me of blackie. A stray black friendly dog that loves company. it kinda followed us wherever we went.

the photos are on fb... =)

When sch starts....

Its week 3 but im ady so busy wif stuffs here and there. not much time to study and personal time... =(

AGM's tonite and after todae, im offically up in my 'hot' seat. jap is taking up most of my time and i dun understand stats!!!! =( i dun like stats. I just hope my c.a.p wont drop.... it cannot drop!!!! =( need to catch up.... looking forward to ecology lab... heehee but thats next week aww...

Going back to mugging again...

Rag day 2009

Its been a long journey and 3 mths pass by like that. I used to think that 3 mths is such a long time but wen ure busy everything went by so quick. Our hard work finally pay off and we won the overall best float and the most environmental friendly award. We all cried wen we tot we didnt get anything cos the award that we aimed for has seeked another owner, and we wonder why because it cnt b compared to ours except the mechanism!!! bs the judging was screwed up both in faculty and hall for this award.

aniwae, since we won the best float, we can go to chingay. never in this history of KE7 that we won the award and never had we had the chance to represent ourselves and NUS in chingay!!!!! I'm so proud to be in KE7. i never regret a single moment abt staying here from the first time i set my foot in this hall. It's been intergrated into my lifestyle and i committed myself to this hall. Now that Rag and Flag has ended, its time to settle down and start school and a brand new role awaits for me in this wonderful hall im currently in. I love KE, we love KE7!!!!

The last lap

Float is really coming to an end and i cnt wait. the last 2 daes, no i shld sae the last dae of preparation to win and this time we are ready to win BIG. everybody's hard work will pay off on sat and i really cnt wait tho we have to stay awake for the whole nite and day tml and sat.

be ready to be wowed by us if anyone is going for rag day. FORWARD and ONWARD we go!!!

6 more days

Thro Float i realise that there's really many diff types of people, personality, styles and strengths. My artist head for one in my view is a complete freaky weirdo. seriously. For one he HATES life science and Loves everything that have to do with China and chinese and yet he's a life sci mjr and is going to 4th yr cos then his frens r all in bio class thus he took bio. Like Harlo??? nobody forces u to study bio cos if u dun u will lose all yr frens??? anyway he's a total emo king and FREAKING antisocial skinny weak naggy annoying and disgusting guy wif lots of leg hair. and im not afraid to say that i totally loathe him. i dun even want to see him. he throws a whole empty wall and ask me to do & saes he has no time to help me customise a scale yet he has time to help others paste theirs. wth. when he say he will come and help later that wld mean that he only come and SEE my progress and go back to help others. he uses pen to draw lines on a black surface. have some common sense pls, u cnt even c the lines properly. he nv help me complete a single task. in my point of view he seriously failed and sux as a leader. so wat if he doesnt want to take this job. from this i definately can c that he has nv been a leader and this job is overbearing for this noob. since u took it, u shld b responsible to the end. 6 more days and hurray. really. i had enuff of him and todae im vetting out my anger and fustration here in this entry.

Met people that r contrasting to my style. the things that i hate to do may b smth that others love. =) its fun working wif them except my section head cos i totally dislike him. anyway. lets get it over and done wif.

last 8 days

Rag day is coming and Float is coming to an end. All our hard work, sweat, joy, fustrations, unhappiness and exhaustion will crease but memories will forever remain. Hopefully our efforts are regonized and being displayed to the nation. Hopefully from here we can gain more publicity for our beloved hall. Its a beginning of a new revolution, a change that would hopefully and truthfully bring eternal glory to us.

To KE7 Float team and my hall, KE7, cheers.

Float week 8

Blogging again and todae i felt super cheery. =) after we put all the stuffs that we have done together and up, i never felt this excited for float. there's more to come to be sure and this is just the start and the spark for the more to come. =)

tomorrow will be the checking in of the singaporean freshmen and my bro is coming to my hall. got CD block instead of AB as i wished. Eddie didnt noe that my bro is coming in and he got chosen before eddie picked. Too bad i guess but CD's alright. Dun wan him to go West wing.... lolx cos i dun like my blk tho there's great frens here. My current room's bigger, higher ceiling, cooler at nite but the drawer's smaller in the wardrobe and it's the least noise control area.... nevertheless im gona enjoy my stay here. Hopefully i can get back my old room next year if im staying =)

float week 6

blogging....but nth to blog abt...tired and aching...knees and ankles hurt bad...

None of my family members actually rmb my bdae, sad but to tell the truth i dun really care. this bdae to b is like any other normal day, just that i went out wif my frens for a breather. seafood lunch buffet and a cake at nite. my mum scolded me then for going out again at nite but then after realised that it was my bdae that dae after i told her im going to Tampines 1 for a cake. my sis wished me at nite, i guessed it was cos my mum told her it was my bdae. however, my bro bought a v cute pillow for me a few daes later. thx everyone hu wished me and celebrated wif me. thx to those hu wanted to but cnt celebrate wif me. appreciated it. appreciate the effort of my float team to surprise me tho i noe smth's gona happened but it was a touching entrance =D the stage curtains went up and pple came down from the stage wen the lights went out =) thx everyone

Sorry frens for not being able to go out wif u, cos of my committment. another mth, to b exact 3 weeks of choinging. i'm feeling the highness now, the heatof float and everyone's exhausted . Hope all our efforts pay off very well and win. It's a winning float, we know it. Let's just pray wish hope it will stand out in the crowd and the judges pick it.

It's a new beginning~ To chingay!!!!

Float week 5

Celebrated my bdae 2 daes ago. haiz tired came back from float at 3am in the morn, hav to start at 10 later tiring. my thumb hurted again but this time for a diff reason. hungry now... duno what to blog.....

Looking forward to PRCS's 10th anniversary gala dinner tml evening. =) gona meet up wif pple that ive not seen for v long plus its gona b another break im gona take during the next 5 weeks of pure choinging.... =(

Float week 3

Another wk is abt to go by just like that. Dis wk is diff, cos i didnt do much as my in charge prop is to 96% done. =) so happy. Dis wk has been lots of fun & laughs thus easy to go by =)

Took pics here & dere but cnt upload due to top secret of everyone's design and creativity. anywae i took some pics that r not that float related. Did smth lame ytd... lolx will upload the pic i took after rag day =) Sat at the table at the same position the whole morning trying to fix smth out of a material i had. spent the whole afternoon trying to scale them down to fit my prop size. went to holland v ytd late nite. 2nd time dere.

Dis is what all the power points look like. lolx (dated 16/06/09)

First pic i took that has me in it lolx (dated 18/06/09 thats todae!)

Float week 2

2 weeks of float/rag has gone by and i cnt help but feel the slight tug of exhaustion that is pulling me down and dragging me slower. While others enjoy the trill and excitement of vaction and looking to each and every outing and meetup, i'm bearing wif the heat and the stress both mentally and physically to meet the deadlines and complete the float by august.

While others enjoy themselves and plan every outing and try to get pple to join in the fun, i dun bother replying to these msgs...cos i see no point as i cant even make it... y bother wasting my ph balance to reply? Sounds selfish but its a fact of life that u and i have to bear wif. esp when my balance is low... 3 invites to meet up wif my jc frens, 0 attended. 8 more weeks to rag day, 1 deadline gone by.

I cnt bear wif the feeling of being stuck at hall... totally sux. cnt go aniwhere cos of the working hrs. life's gona get harder...i have made mental preparations but m not that willing to submit to that fate. when i have the chance to go back during the weekends, i will not hesitate to take the chance to get a breath of the outer air, chill and relax outside and slp at home. hang out wif my fam and then back to hall again. Sad life, its smth i chose, i regret but i dun wan to b irresposible so i carry on and experience the hardship. Hopes the end result is smth that makes our effort worth it all. Aimed high enuff, hopefully we can achieve that goal.

I cnt wait for another day at sentosa. Beach vb wif hot bod frens. Cnt wait to tan my pale unhealthy looking poisoned skin. A day of chilling relaxing and exercising. Plz come to me soon.

Sentosa dae

The long awaited sentosa outing was finally quite successful or rather successful if not for the rain the came pouring after the bloodly hot sun was shining for the entire morning.... =( Went to sentosa wif Elizabeth my jc vball teammate and her fren's frens. haven seen her for a year and finally a chance to hang out again thats way cool =D hope we still have the chance to do that =D so happy~

Burnt my sole (ouch!).... its like still red from the freakin hot siloso beach sand awww.... but was great to b able to play vball again wif some pros =D but i still cnt serve upperhand and still didnt dare to spike. mmm.... ok new resolution - master the basic of upperhand serve and spike at any opportunity

Took some pics of the view and the pics turned out great!!! so proud of my photography skills but the all the pics were taken wif Elizabeth's cam and she take uber long to upload them =( i proudly present my master pieces teehee~

Im so looking forward to another sentosa outing wif pple hu noes how to play vball =D sorry frens hu dun play no harm meant. waiting for someone to jio me~ lolx =D felt good to work out once in a while, at least my muscles get toned but not as toned as in jc!!! Y_Y

Aftermath of stardust...

Went to zouk for stardust, a singing compeition for solos and bands on fri. Drank a hse mix - Voldka & lime, drank 2 in fact, the second one was a treat from my senior =) thx alvin.

The bands were great & i enjoyed the music and the company of my frens tho i didnt stick wif them. Just pop by their side and said hi. Tried Ger's fav drink, wiskey & it tasted horrible..... lolx well i still prefer voldka lolx. i wonder y u like wiskey ger.... weird taste haha sorry. After the event, went to dbl o wif alvin, yannick and mae yue. Whoot! cos i just wana to go club and drink lolx oops... =P (second time clubbing tho i didnt dance teehee)

Met more of the seniors from hall, rather graduated seniors from hall =) cool. Drank Black label with and without mix and a shot. I just realised that black label is a mixed of wiskeys... lolx and i said that wiskey tasted horrible... lolx but black label is nice tho =P

Felt giddy so i went home, actually i felt dizzy even b4 stepping into zouk... haiz =( cnt enjoy myself fully... next time if i wana club i must make sure im at my best wana get high then i go haha. next time must brg u go pris!!! lets all go club cos mus brg yf later he get paranoid.... haha

Finally.....

Finally, the long awaited day has arrived... im free of finals now! Not feeling very happy though cos ive not much things to do & ive slacked here & there throughout the entire 2 weeks span of exam weeks.... haiz...

packing my stuffs to move to a new room im staying wif a fren for holiday comm.... for next yr's Flag & Rag... gals y dun u guys wana stay hall??? haiz missed u guys =)

Come to think of it, i totally enjoyed my hall-life, full of fun, excitement (mayb), fustration. joy & perhaps some sorrow in it to make life not so perfect. thats how life shld b, isnt it? =) this makes us appreciate all the things around us & ive nv regretted making the decision of wanting to stay in KE7 hall, then till now. not sure if i'll continue to stay in 3rd yr, but if i do have enuff money i wld def stay. lets hope i can find a job to earn it. =)

Cheers for those hu finished their finals & Gambate for those hu hasnt. All the best pple!!!

Last paper left...

13 more daes to my last paper - Biochem.... i'm feeling slightly relaxed thus blogging, but not too slack as i wana do well in it. This entry's gona b all abt the creatures ive seen ard my room over the past 2 sems in KE7 hall. =)

The first ever beautiful insect i saw -

The cute (lol) lizard at the pathway in front of B block (my room also) -

The interesting looking snail i saw at nite - it looks a little blur... =(

The beautiful butterfly at the stairs leading up to B2 (near my room) -

There's lots more but i cldnt managed to take pics of them, like the red-bellied Squirrels (the last time i saw one, it was eating a jackfruit :D), a green snake at the green stairs behind KE, a dragonfly in my room, lots of bettles, bugs, crokroaches & mosquitoes!!! lots of birds (not onli pigeons) & fruitbats.

I'll definately miss my current room, but i may meet new creatures ard & in my new room =). Looking forward to a new env but i tink itll def gona b Hot in afternoon & v noisy.... lolx

stressed up

i'm feeling stressed now.... perhaps it's due to the pressure i put upon my shoulders... i just got this bad feeling about smth thats gona happen next sem, starting august... i got this 'y did i land myself in this' thinking now... but im trying my best to stop it & try my utmost best to make it work out... hopefully everything will turn out at the very least fine & i hope for the better...

I'm having this internal struggle of suppressing this unwanted feeling, & im too stressed over my finals. so many things to rmb yet i can only rmb a little of the basics.... thats crap...

Room draw

Ytd nite was room draw for KE7 hall, ah.... didnt get wat i wanted!!!! my own current room!!! my blk was the first to close as usual... hot spots but the row that i wanted to stay in is all empty!!!! y y y???

Haiz so i have no choice to move to the west wing cos i dun wana stay in CD though always got angmo to c =D lolx. Im gona stay in G blk next yr, G308 the row where all my frens r @ =) Good news to u gals, if u r coming to my room u onli need to climb 2 stories from the bus terminal lolx, no more of the lengthy flight of stairs which u all almost fainted wen u first came =D teehee gd thing also lah cos if i get my own room there'll b nobody staying upstairs & downstairs of me until the freshies come T_T all alone... sad but AB is a nice place to stay. for anyone hu wans to stay in KE7 hall of nus, recommanded AB block esp B =) cos its my blk =D Cheers~!

Last week of my freshmen year

Time realli passed so fast this sem, & its coming to an end. An end i hope to be good. I'm gona sit for a CA todae that doesnt hav a final paper, hope it'll turn out well. I dun hav this urge to blog but hav the urge to go out & enjoy myself wif my frens.

Another 3 more weeks to vacation, longing for it though it wld b a short one, 3 weeks. Tot of working part-time but my section head is still persuading me to commit full-time. I'll see how it goes, if there isn't any jobs then i'll definately commit. Haiz money is hard to find & i hope that i can work the weekends or free daes from next sem onwards to earn my hostel fees & save up for my goal of SEP in year 3. Jia you~