Stress!

I haven been blogging...no mood to. Now all i wana do is to vet out all my fustration i felt for myself... I haven been doing well academically this term and i have a paper tml but i just cnt concentrate. Exams start tml and im not prepared.

i'm worried for my monday paper...which i haven been doing well since the start...its the worse of my nightmare cos it involves memorisizing...all i gota do now is to buck up and i cannot let everyone down. My cap cannot drop...I dun wana end what ive started so soon...pls god be on my side. Haiz

Family outing @ ubin

went to Ubin last saturday with my family to cycle... this was initiated by my dad and at first i was unwilling to go but in the end he was the one complaining that my mum dragged him along and he complained throughout the journey...haiz...he hasnt been exercising for decades thats why...

its was deepavali so... there's lots of indians... really alot... saw lots of things but too bad the tide at chek Jawa was high...so didnt get to see the wildlife there except crabs in the inner part of the mangroves... Got a really ugly tan and my skin is peeling off.... the weird thing is that im the only one that got a tan... lolx

Half way thro year 2 sem 1

I havent got the time to blog, and blogging didnt come into my mind even if i do had the time... lots of things have happened.

during recess week, i went for a jcrc pulau ubin 2D1N OBS camp. Tiring but fun. woke up very early for it and trade my study time for the experience. there were a total of 36 of us.

First adgenda was to mingle around wif the other halls pple (still in mainland) and next stop was at the punggol beach area. our task was to swim out into the sea to reach our boats and kayakt over to the pulau ubin OBS site which was just adjacent from where we started off. Did rockclimbing and some obstacles in the air. it was tiring but a great experience. After dinner, we hav this river crossing game. coordination was the key. The next dae, which was our last dae, we had a small expedition just around camp. We built two rafts to using poles, barrels and ropes. our task was to use those rafts that we bulit to row ourselves at sea back to camp. the tide us when we set off and the current was rather strong. i was sitting at the back so i didnt row, but i noe those guys that rowed, it was tough to control the raft. Despite that, of course we made it back to the camp, though our design of the raft wa not the ideal one, it was great working wif the pple.

my inner tighs itched and was stinging after camp... must be cos of the sea. thinking of the event reminds me of blackie. A stray black friendly dog that loves company. it kinda followed us wherever we went.

the photos are on fb... =)

When sch starts....

Its week 3 but im ady so busy wif stuffs here and there. not much time to study and personal time... =(

AGM's tonite and after todae, im offically up in my 'hot' seat. jap is taking up most of my time and i dun understand stats!!!! =( i dun like stats. I just hope my c.a.p wont drop.... it cannot drop!!!! =( need to catch up.... looking forward to ecology lab... heehee but thats next week aww...

Going back to mugging again...

Rag day 2009

Its been a long journey and 3 mths pass by like that. I used to think that 3 mths is such a long time but wen ure busy everything went by so quick. Our hard work finally pay off and we won the overall best float and the most environmental friendly award. We all cried wen we tot we didnt get anything cos the award that we aimed for has seeked another owner, and we wonder why because it cnt b compared to ours except the mechanism!!! bs the judging was screwed up both in faculty and hall for this award.

aniwae, since we won the best float, we can go to chingay. never in this history of KE7 that we won the award and never had we had the chance to represent ourselves and NUS in chingay!!!!! I'm so proud to be in KE7. i never regret a single moment abt staying here from the first time i set my foot in this hall. It's been intergrated into my lifestyle and i committed myself to this hall. Now that Rag and Flag has ended, its time to settle down and start school and a brand new role awaits for me in this wonderful hall im currently in. I love KE, we love KE7!!!!

The last lap

Float is really coming to an end and i cnt wait. the last 2 daes, no i shld sae the last dae of preparation to win and this time we are ready to win BIG. everybody's hard work will pay off on sat and i really cnt wait tho we have to stay awake for the whole nite and day tml and sat.

be ready to be wowed by us if anyone is going for rag day. FORWARD and ONWARD we go!!!

6 more days

Thro Float i realise that there's really many diff types of people, personality, styles and strengths. My artist head for one in my view is a complete freaky weirdo. seriously. For one he HATES life science and Loves everything that have to do with China and chinese and yet he's a life sci mjr and is going to 4th yr cos then his frens r all in bio class thus he took bio. Like Harlo??? nobody forces u to study bio cos if u dun u will lose all yr frens??? anyway he's a total emo king and FREAKING antisocial skinny weak naggy annoying and disgusting guy wif lots of leg hair. and im not afraid to say that i totally loathe him. i dun even want to see him. he throws a whole empty wall and ask me to do & saes he has no time to help me customise a scale yet he has time to help others paste theirs. wth. when he say he will come and help later that wld mean that he only come and SEE my progress and go back to help others. he uses pen to draw lines on a black surface. have some common sense pls, u cnt even c the lines properly. he nv help me complete a single task. in my point of view he seriously failed and sux as a leader. so wat if he doesnt want to take this job. from this i definately can c that he has nv been a leader and this job is overbearing for this noob. since u took it, u shld b responsible to the end. 6 more days and hurray. really. i had enuff of him and todae im vetting out my anger and fustration here in this entry.

Met people that r contrasting to my style. the things that i hate to do may b smth that others love. =) its fun working wif them except my section head cos i totally dislike him. anyway. lets get it over and done wif.

last 8 days

Rag day is coming and Float is coming to an end. All our hard work, sweat, joy, fustrations, unhappiness and exhaustion will crease but memories will forever remain. Hopefully our efforts are regonized and being displayed to the nation. Hopefully from here we can gain more publicity for our beloved hall. Its a beginning of a new revolution, a change that would hopefully and truthfully bring eternal glory to us.

To KE7 Float team and my hall, KE7, cheers.

Float week 8

Blogging again and todae i felt super cheery. =) after we put all the stuffs that we have done together and up, i never felt this excited for float. there's more to come to be sure and this is just the start and the spark for the more to come. =)

tomorrow will be the checking in of the singaporean freshmen and my bro is coming to my hall. got CD block instead of AB as i wished. Eddie didnt noe that my bro is coming in and he got chosen before eddie picked. Too bad i guess but CD's alright. Dun wan him to go West wing.... lolx cos i dun like my blk tho there's great frens here. My current room's bigger, higher ceiling, cooler at nite but the drawer's smaller in the wardrobe and it's the least noise control area.... nevertheless im gona enjoy my stay here. Hopefully i can get back my old room next year if im staying =)

float week 6

blogging....but nth to blog abt...tired and aching...knees and ankles hurt bad...

None of my family members actually rmb my bdae, sad but to tell the truth i dun really care. this bdae to b is like any other normal day, just that i went out wif my frens for a breather. seafood lunch buffet and a cake at nite. my mum scolded me then for going out again at nite but then after realised that it was my bdae that dae after i told her im going to Tampines 1 for a cake. my sis wished me at nite, i guessed it was cos my mum told her it was my bdae. however, my bro bought a v cute pillow for me a few daes later. thx everyone hu wished me and celebrated wif me. thx to those hu wanted to but cnt celebrate wif me. appreciated it. appreciate the effort of my float team to surprise me tho i noe smth's gona happened but it was a touching entrance =D the stage curtains went up and pple came down from the stage wen the lights went out =) thx everyone

Sorry frens for not being able to go out wif u, cos of my committment. another mth, to b exact 3 weeks of choinging. i'm feeling the highness now, the heatof float and everyone's exhausted . Hope all our efforts pay off very well and win. It's a winning float, we know it. Let's just pray wish hope it will stand out in the crowd and the judges pick it.

It's a new beginning~ To chingay!!!!

Float week 5

Celebrated my bdae 2 daes ago. haiz tired came back from float at 3am in the morn, hav to start at 10 later tiring. my thumb hurted again but this time for a diff reason. hungry now... duno what to blog.....

Looking forward to PRCS's 10th anniversary gala dinner tml evening. =) gona meet up wif pple that ive not seen for v long plus its gona b another break im gona take during the next 5 weeks of pure choinging.... =(

Float week 3

Another wk is abt to go by just like that. Dis wk is diff, cos i didnt do much as my in charge prop is to 96% done. =) so happy. Dis wk has been lots of fun & laughs thus easy to go by =)

Took pics here & dere but cnt upload due to top secret of everyone's design and creativity. anywae i took some pics that r not that float related. Did smth lame ytd... lolx will upload the pic i took after rag day =) Sat at the table at the same position the whole morning trying to fix smth out of a material i had. spent the whole afternoon trying to scale them down to fit my prop size. went to holland v ytd late nite. 2nd time dere.

Dis is what all the power points look like. lolx (dated 16/06/09)

First pic i took that has me in it lolx (dated 18/06/09 thats todae!)

Float week 2

2 weeks of float/rag has gone by and i cnt help but feel the slight tug of exhaustion that is pulling me down and dragging me slower. While others enjoy the trill and excitement of vaction and looking to each and every outing and meetup, i'm bearing wif the heat and the stress both mentally and physically to meet the deadlines and complete the float by august.

While others enjoy themselves and plan every outing and try to get pple to join in the fun, i dun bother replying to these msgs...cos i see no point as i cant even make it... y bother wasting my ph balance to reply? Sounds selfish but its a fact of life that u and i have to bear wif. esp when my balance is low... 3 invites to meet up wif my jc frens, 0 attended. 8 more weeks to rag day, 1 deadline gone by.

I cnt bear wif the feeling of being stuck at hall... totally sux. cnt go aniwhere cos of the working hrs. life's gona get harder...i have made mental preparations but m not that willing to submit to that fate. when i have the chance to go back during the weekends, i will not hesitate to take the chance to get a breath of the outer air, chill and relax outside and slp at home. hang out wif my fam and then back to hall again. Sad life, its smth i chose, i regret but i dun wan to b irresposible so i carry on and experience the hardship. Hopes the end result is smth that makes our effort worth it all. Aimed high enuff, hopefully we can achieve that goal.

I cnt wait for another day at sentosa. Beach vb wif hot bod frens. Cnt wait to tan my pale unhealthy looking poisoned skin. A day of chilling relaxing and exercising. Plz come to me soon.

Sentosa dae

The long awaited sentosa outing was finally quite successful or rather successful if not for the rain the came pouring after the bloodly hot sun was shining for the entire morning.... =( Went to sentosa wif Elizabeth my jc vball teammate and her fren's frens. haven seen her for a year and finally a chance to hang out again thats way cool =D hope we still have the chance to do that =D so happy~

Burnt my sole (ouch!).... its like still red from the freakin hot siloso beach sand awww.... but was great to b able to play vball again wif some pros =D but i still cnt serve upperhand and still didnt dare to spike. mmm.... ok new resolution - master the basic of upperhand serve and spike at any opportunity

Took some pics of the view and the pics turned out great!!! so proud of my photography skills but the all the pics were taken wif Elizabeth's cam and she take uber long to upload them =( i proudly present my master pieces teehee~

Im so looking forward to another sentosa outing wif pple hu noes how to play vball =D sorry frens hu dun play no harm meant. waiting for someone to jio me~ lolx =D felt good to work out once in a while, at least my muscles get toned but not as toned as in jc!!! Y_Y

Aftermath of stardust...

Went to zouk for stardust, a singing compeition for solos and bands on fri. Drank a hse mix - Voldka & lime, drank 2 in fact, the second one was a treat from my senior =) thx alvin.

The bands were great & i enjoyed the music and the company of my frens tho i didnt stick wif them. Just pop by their side and said hi. Tried Ger's fav drink, wiskey & it tasted horrible..... lolx well i still prefer voldka lolx. i wonder y u like wiskey ger.... weird taste haha sorry. After the event, went to dbl o wif alvin, yannick and mae yue. Whoot! cos i just wana to go club and drink lolx oops... =P (second time clubbing tho i didnt dance teehee)

Met more of the seniors from hall, rather graduated seniors from hall =) cool. Drank Black label with and without mix and a shot. I just realised that black label is a mixed of wiskeys... lolx and i said that wiskey tasted horrible... lolx but black label is nice tho =P

Felt giddy so i went home, actually i felt dizzy even b4 stepping into zouk... haiz =( cnt enjoy myself fully... next time if i wana club i must make sure im at my best wana get high then i go haha. next time must brg u go pris!!! lets all go club cos mus brg yf later he get paranoid.... haha

Finally.....

Finally, the long awaited day has arrived... im free of finals now! Not feeling very happy though cos ive not much things to do & ive slacked here & there throughout the entire 2 weeks span of exam weeks.... haiz...

packing my stuffs to move to a new room im staying wif a fren for holiday comm.... for next yr's Flag & Rag... gals y dun u guys wana stay hall??? haiz missed u guys =)

Come to think of it, i totally enjoyed my hall-life, full of fun, excitement (mayb), fustration. joy & perhaps some sorrow in it to make life not so perfect. thats how life shld b, isnt it? =) this makes us appreciate all the things around us & ive nv regretted making the decision of wanting to stay in KE7 hall, then till now. not sure if i'll continue to stay in 3rd yr, but if i do have enuff money i wld def stay. lets hope i can find a job to earn it. =)

Cheers for those hu finished their finals & Gambate for those hu hasnt. All the best pple!!!

Last paper left...

13 more daes to my last paper - Biochem.... i'm feeling slightly relaxed thus blogging, but not too slack as i wana do well in it. This entry's gona b all abt the creatures ive seen ard my room over the past 2 sems in KE7 hall. =)

The first ever beautiful insect i saw -

The cute (lol) lizard at the pathway in front of B block (my room also) -

The interesting looking snail i saw at nite - it looks a little blur... =(

The beautiful butterfly at the stairs leading up to B2 (near my room) -

There's lots more but i cldnt managed to take pics of them, like the red-bellied Squirrels (the last time i saw one, it was eating a jackfruit :D), a green snake at the green stairs behind KE, a dragonfly in my room, lots of bettles, bugs, crokroaches & mosquitoes!!! lots of birds (not onli pigeons) & fruitbats.

I'll definately miss my current room, but i may meet new creatures ard & in my new room =). Looking forward to a new env but i tink itll def gona b Hot in afternoon & v noisy.... lolx

stressed up

i'm feeling stressed now.... perhaps it's due to the pressure i put upon my shoulders... i just got this bad feeling about smth thats gona happen next sem, starting august... i got this 'y did i land myself in this' thinking now... but im trying my best to stop it & try my utmost best to make it work out... hopefully everything will turn out at the very least fine & i hope for the better...

I'm having this internal struggle of suppressing this unwanted feeling, & im too stressed over my finals. so many things to rmb yet i can only rmb a little of the basics.... thats crap...

Room draw

Ytd nite was room draw for KE7 hall, ah.... didnt get wat i wanted!!!! my own current room!!! my blk was the first to close as usual... hot spots but the row that i wanted to stay in is all empty!!!! y y y???

Haiz so i have no choice to move to the west wing cos i dun wana stay in CD though always got angmo to c =D lolx. Im gona stay in G blk next yr, G308 the row where all my frens r @ =) Good news to u gals, if u r coming to my room u onli need to climb 2 stories from the bus terminal lolx, no more of the lengthy flight of stairs which u all almost fainted wen u first came =D teehee gd thing also lah cos if i get my own room there'll b nobody staying upstairs & downstairs of me until the freshies come T_T all alone... sad but AB is a nice place to stay. for anyone hu wans to stay in KE7 hall of nus, recommanded AB block esp B =) cos its my blk =D Cheers~!

Last week of my freshmen year

Time realli passed so fast this sem, & its coming to an end. An end i hope to be good. I'm gona sit for a CA todae that doesnt hav a final paper, hope it'll turn out well. I dun hav this urge to blog but hav the urge to go out & enjoy myself wif my frens.

Another 3 more weeks to vacation, longing for it though it wld b a short one, 3 weeks. Tot of working part-time but my section head is still persuading me to commit full-time. I'll see how it goes, if there isn't any jobs then i'll definately commit. Haiz money is hard to find & i hope that i can work the weekends or free daes from next sem onwards to earn my hostel fees & save up for my goal of SEP in year 3. Jia you~

Dramafest 2009

Ytd Marks Dramafest and the end to my ccas in hall & a closing to the end of term & the start of exams.....!!! so many things have been happening this sem & it has gone by so fast yet silently. The business cos kept me busy & i have no time nor the appetite nor anything special to blog abt. Well this is my new addition to episodes of my hall life =D

Though i only joined abt a mth ago in order to get enough points to stay in hall, i enjoyed the time wif my fellow hallmates. Learning new skills is smth that comes daily i feel. Though my job is simple & slack like alvin said... only press button to control curtain... lolx coordination & teamwork is key to any success in such big events, especially combined hall effort make us see though our differences & work out for the best.

Dramafest was a great success, thx to all who went to support, the casts as well as EH & KR pple, & how can i forget KE pple hu worked so hard to get the props & the sweat while moving the sets in ltd time on stage as well as off stage. To ALL my fellow teammates, thx for giving me a experience as a stage crew member & the support and efforts we shared throughout the event. CHEERS!!!

blogging....

i duno what to blog abt lol... mmm... mayb shall blog abt this week. Well, FB got me carried away from blogging lolx. Playing mousehunt & bejeweled bitz lolx. Mon nite was block dae & our theme this yr was 'back to sch' so everyone was supposed to dress up like sch kids again.... lolx since i threw away all my unifroms... lolx i had to find some other clothing to wear to look sch related... lolx this is gona b the last & onli time im acting cute... no more spare me... haha

borrowed the skirt from my neighbour/senior. lol cos i dun hav a flareskirt to go along to look like a sch kiddo. introducing my veri tall fren (look at the ht diff wahaha) from germany. he stay 2 blks down from me & came for exchange last sem & dis sem is gona to b last sem here... so sad to see them all go.... =(

The geeks of Float 0910 artists team for rag dae.... wahaha Ytd was my senior's 22nd bdae, my dear fren's current bf lolx. So sweet of her to help bf cut cake =D

KE7 Dinner n Dance 2009

"In your wildest dreams" - was quite a success excluding the mini chaos we experienced & issues like 'overflowing' people. Its was rather fun, even the preparation itself. Siew yi(head) drove some of us to the country club... its a half-hr ride & while nearing yishun area, it started to rain. the place is secluded & i tink pple onli go there for golf like the tanah merah country club. The function room is rather nice, nope the whole lobby looks grand really pretty.

Me & my fren/blkmate from Dentistry, Sze hwee =D doing nth at the reception table ard evening. lolx got lots of pics wif her =D Below r pics taken outside the function room. i love the couch =D so victorian style but i duno wat i was looking at lolx but i still love dis pic

Took dis photo wif mui chia & Kan foong, looks a little scary =D actually us ladies from he comm supposed to b bunnies lolx but none if us wore bunny ears until the last moment for comm photo-taking lolx. We tricked the crowd twice. 1st was a fake lucky draw, randomly pasting purple colored paper behind seats & ensuring that they go on stage to play a 'licking peanut butter' game, rather funny. Next trickery was a fake nomination for best dressed personal, n again asking the 'nominees' to come on stage, one from each table to play 'pass seaweed wif only yr mouth' game, dis one is really funny to watch them. lolx Below wif JK crowned Master's macho man, i like the sash(lilac color)cos i got it made although my mum tailor it =D All the thx to my mama!!!

Wif Mr personality, Peng Keong, used to b in the comm but quited. i really like his dis outfit v nice =D Below a pic wif my blkmate senior from pharmacy & ex vball capt' Qian hong, in the pic i look im crying... i duno but i wasnt for the whole nite!!! lolx eyes just look red & watery.

For more pics check out my FB lah~ lolx Went back to hall reached abt 12am, but chatted online till abt 230 b4 i slpt. woke up at ard 8 just now cos i got float artists & engineers trg from 10-5 haiz... another dae gona b spent busying lolx Time to learn new things!!!!

NUS open house 2009

Went for the open house wif Ben(mj) for fun lolx just to get the goodie bag, while he went to look for frens lolx. 2 bo liao pple go there just to watse time lolx. yepz While waiting for the free shuttle bus @ Dover, he meet a gal (from mj too) from his OG as a guide. yepz earning that $80 per dae that i wana get but cos i got DnD i cnt go!!!! wah~

Reached mpsh went into hall 5(all the CCAs etc), i felt weird walking thro cos u noe im a NUS student walking thro a supposedly for potential NUS students lolx. wen pple ask i feel v pai sei to ans, im like im a nus student lolx. ben will b like i haven ORD yet lolx & the point is that he's intending to join NTU. diao~ went to KE7 booth got a a shower gel that leaks....it wasnt capped properly lah haha. luckily dun hav my photo at the booth lolx. sad dun hav vball gals' pic but got the guys' one.

Took a tour that takes the A bus route, for fun not that i needed it lolx, i take that route almost daily... initally wanted to stop at PGP to go back to hall to put my stuffs but the bus didnt stop...T_T lolx so toured back to mpsh loh. went to eat SUBWAY!!!! yea~ long time since i last ate =D then 2 of us parted our ways, i went back to hall while he went into mpsh to look for his fren & most prob now he's in NTU open hse =D

Waiting for 3pm to go to Seletar Country Club for DnD later at nite. Cnt wait!!! hopefully the event wld b a great success!!! Will update tml abt it.

Boring

Been a week since i blogged cos i didnt hav anything to blog abt. I finally went for a jog this morning b4 breakfast. Been REAL long since i last ran.... lolx I learnt smth todae, that is i cant do any excercise without first having my stomach filled.... i realised i always eat breakfast no matter what in the morn first b4 heading out to wherever, even for a morn excercise. mmm... it mus been a shock for my body, by the time i came back i was feeling tired (from not running/using my lungs for such a long time) & most imptly hungry... lolx though i cnt stand my hunger, i resisted food for awhile to shower first...but i dun feel full after my breakfast =( shall eat more during lunch =D

FHD sem2 0809

Just came back from FHD mmmm.. wasnt as gd as de 1st one in my opinion. dinner was ok wif occasional fun stuffs happening. presenting the menu~

Thats the crabmeat & fish maw soup, rather nice =) there was this massive bingo game first prize = 8G thumbdrive next is 4G thumbdrive. i was kinda unlucky lolx cos for the first half i didnt even get a single number... T_T Made new frens wif the CD blkers =) one german exchange student who just lives directly opp me =) the last time i saw him was him walking back to his room while brushing his teeth =D lolx the band sang two songs, 'im yrs' & 'i believe i can fly'. the interesting thing is tt pple threw paper planes wen the 2nd song was played =) The guy below (CD blk joel) is folding a plane =)Took few pics onli sad cos there were many other hu wasnt present =(

These r my v cute hall seniors from F blk and netball =)

My beautiful exchange student fren from britian =) Hoping to take more pics wif de exchange students b4 they go back home~

Blk Comm Retreat

I finally created a FB account.... someone said its a miracle... Tsk so mean im gona tell everyone here u r so mean ben(mjc) lolx im like i nv say i forever wont get just tt i dun wan to get... heehee

Went for a retreat ytd, THX to our dear social sec. VINCENT!!!!! ex-AB blk head whoot. lolx Initially the venue supposed to be at Aloha Loyang but there was a sudden change of venue to Aloha Changi... the point isnt abt the venue, its abt the weather!!!! OMG It was bloodily pouring... wrong metaphor lolx watever u get my pt... heehee The place looks Veri the old like during the 60's... they sae it can b used to flim horror movies... lolx yepz the balcony looks creepy...

Reached and played 2 rounds of uno heehee, first round playing for IVP championship lolx, geraldine teo won, im runnerup to her lolx. Next round.... playing for Aloha Changi championship & i won!!!! whoot! runnerup is Hiromi lolx i ended my game like super fast lah but cos of my shuffering... heehee the others took like damn long to complete... lolx lolx E blk lost in both games... wahahaha but too bad dun hav CD blker playing... me won for East wing heehee jk lah so much laughing... first round Sien long was saboing Hazel waha so funny, hazel got her turns of revenge... wahaha

Next we played Monopoly...... sianz... lolx Hiromi bought like alot of property look at the area which has lots of hses... that belongs to her...hazel bought all the railways...diao... JK(m'sian) joined in... & lost.. wahaha any guy hu joined in to play wif the grp of us gals seem to lose... lolx

Ate a little then went home ard 930pm.... walked towards changi village to take 109 home... tired.. haiz still need to study... boring...

Shopping spree??? relaxation time

Opp my room there's a tree tt bears so many jackfruits! =D Met the gals at Ochard dis morn at ard 11, to go shopping =D. Waited for ger to appear (overslept)... Noobs finding where Tanglin Mall is cos Justine wanted to eat Bricks... haiz walked 1 big round to the place but in the end there isnt any Bricks so we settled for the food court dere. I ate sake don, quite yummy =).

After tt, took bus 7 to lucky plaza, all of them got bubble tea except me & just' cos its ex - $1.50.... walked to Far East Plaza finally lolx. There our shopping spree began. =D
walked for so damn long until our legs ache... initially just' wanted to do a relaxing manicure but cos she lack of time as she needs to rush off for her meeting, she didnt do instead... ger & jaz did instead (ger mani, jaz padi) lolx while waiting for them the rest of us went ard shopping... poon finally decided to buy a pair of shoes from mondo at $10 per pair!!! cheap leh i was tempted but didnt... lolx in the end bought a tanktop =D the onli thing i bought... went back to hall... hungry & ate dinner... sat for awhile chitchatting... lolx =)

Recess week - yr1 sem2

haiz into the recess wk.... boring.... gota do my term paper & study... dun really hav the mood to do anything else except shopping... lolx Yeah finally can go out wif my dearly frens whom i haven seen for quite long.... =(

Need to attend a discussion tml wif my TA & all his other tut class abt the term paper cos i really hav no clue wat to write... =( hope i cn SU it... if onli i cn get C... blah dun wan!!! i wan B so i cn go SEP!!!! arh!!!!

I hope i hav enough points to stay on for next yr....

~Miss u

WTH???!!!!

that stupid bu yao lian pervert/stalker msg on msn dis morn again!!! here's wat he said -
He: hello.
He: i wana tel u tad im attached. lets jus be friends. k?.
Christina: as if im the one pestering u to hav a relationship
Christina:u turn ard and saes stuffs like im the one pestering u for a reply to yr texts & msgs wth
He: no im nt. i was worried u don wana reply me cos ìm pestering u to hav a rship. so im saying im attachd so u mite dispel that fear and stast all over as frens.
He: pls don get me wrong.
Christina: watever i told u long ago tt I AM NOT INTERESTED!!!!!
Christina: NO MATTER WHETHER IF U R ATTACHED OR NOT
He:but y?
Christina: cos for the simple fact tt I DONT LIKE U AT ALL
He: even as frens?
Christina: not bloody likely
He: i dun ustand. when we started out we were very clicky isnt it.
Christina: how wld i tot tt ull b some stalker
He: wad?! y am i a stalker now?
He: im nt a stalker ah. y do you say so?
He: can u tel me pls?
He:u ther?
He: i reali duno y im a stalker. wad did i do?
He:yea? - Then im ignoring him all the while pointless to explain myself, make myself even more fustrated onli... blah!!! disgusted

Ending of part 1 sem 2

Never been so busy in my life.... cnt believe i took lots of gem modules used to fulfill my breath. haiz, duno where and how to start. That stupid stalker back to pester me again, recieved one text from him saying 'praying tt i wld reply to his msg', just now recieved msn msg from him let me quote the exact words - hello. - u wont reply me or talk to me anymore? - u ther? can we sort things out? - let us clear up wadeva misunderstanding we have k. i dowan lose a potential gd fren jus lidat. - Blah!!! So bu yao lian loh. i keep ignoring him. Wat a leech!!! worse than a leech, at least a leech has benefits to mankind. He's not even goodlooking! not to my standards!!!

Just fiy, here's my standards!!! Tall hot sexy gdlooking macho and ang mo!!!! lolx elaine knew my darkest secrets???!!! HAHAHAHA just for fun, i entertained them (pris, elaine & mafer) abt my prosepctive future lover ;) lolx here's a pic taken just now at KR, waiting to b audience for tt redbull paper plane contest....in the end wen its abt to finally start, me & pris sneak away... she went for her stuffs & me back to hall.... ull realised smth interesting in the pic... lolx actually elaine wanted to stand in the middle cos her tee's diff from ours. after taking the pic we realised tt we r standing in descending order of height and jersey number!!! lolx

haiz did last min stuffs for my biochem report wif my partner on msn.... gd job man!!! u rulez eeewww... the stalker said - i stil rmb everything abt u. - gross!!!!!

Another week came & gone

Bought a new dress from bugis =) ytd, returned to hall dis aftn & it rained!!!! But the weather's still warm..... Met Adora at dinner!!! lolx just moved in i guess =) staying same floor as Loraine =) Skipped genetics tut haha cos i dun wana go, not exactly a tut... now currently reading the article prof picked put for philo.... haiz spent the last few daes frantically reading my chinese for tut tml.... tsk tsk tsk...

Happi Valentine's =)

Heya its Vdae!!! =) heehee Let me sum up dis wk... busy as usual lolx

Learn to go to Queensway... lolx to get the sashs printed.. waited for more than 1 hr then took bus 51 back to buona vista. Nth on mon nite but had genetics lab then tut from 2 to 7pm & we didnt get to go early... our TA's a bit blur... but she's still v nice... oh yea i got a scan of the AGE(agarose gel electrophorasis) cool!!! lolx but i haven take a pic yet(ill update), tues learnt how to go clementi west sheng siong myself...haha to buy grassjelly to make for barley nite (my duty & nobody's free), wed skipped philo again...arh prof nv upload webcast for nuts-n-bolts!!! Thurs nite went for meeting wif social sec re blk dae, fri thats ytd smth v sweet happened!!! lolx my darlin' 五号actually spoiled her surprised she planned for me, she told me haha. niwae dis wk A capella (wif her in it) held a delication for songs =) yea, pris called wen i was just abt to go brush my teeth lolx & so they came dwn to my room. Sang 'cause for you' so beautiful!!!! the song & yr voice pris!!! first time i heard such an angelical voice, haiz shld hav record it dwn & put it up here =)

Dis the pic of the ching chao i cut up... look like a tray of coal... haha its edible coal *grins Made a bdae card for my mum cos her bdae coming soon =) on the 24th Feb =D

Oh yea, smth happened on msn. there's a guy i met online lolx (meet so many guys online...diao) the one hu said he loved me & got me a little freaked out... lolx he asked if i cld b his gf for 1 dae, as usual i rejected... lolx busy leh me... (im mean but let's just face it, im nice but if i dun like a guy more than frens, ill tell him & him keep pressing his intentions intensively ill b pissed at him, just like tt stalker) but dis guy aint tt bad, he's just painly not my type. i like strong & dependable guys =) *hint hint haha

~So glad tt u r back to yrself, realli happi tt u like the Vdae card i made for u. =) lots of love <3

emotional times~

it just pains me to see someone i realli like undergoing a time of uncertainty... i wished u haven been so hard on yrself, blame yrself for those things tt didn went well. i noe tt it had been hard for u even till now, to undergo so much tt sometimes i feel reali fortunate to b hu i m & b grateful for the things tti hav & those ard me.... these feelings just overwelm me now... unable to control the tears flowing down my eyes, those tears not of sympathy but of care & concern. i admire the courage tt u had, the courage to move on past those unbearable times u had been thro. i hope ull soon find the courage to move on, put away the past & look into the future. Dun do things tt ull regret again... i noe actions speaks louder than words but being here for u is all i can do now, i just want u to b happi... so near yet so far... how i wish im there wif u to support u wif all my strength, to find light in those darkness.... i ve nv felt like this b4, ure the first tt made me feel this way. its a experience tt i wldnt want to forget, a memory to remind & encourage me on. Ure not alone, ill always b here for u....

Happi v wk =D

Happi early Valentine's!!! i put dis under my nic on msn - busy busy & even busier... but still happi valentine's to my love ones =). noe wad??? the stalker msg online & said - happi valentine to u too. i replied - u r not my love ones. lolx im meanie mean gal. cnt help it cos im sorta mean to pple i dun like, im tt kinda person, a fair warning to those hu wana get on my bad side =D lolx

Learnt to go clementi west sheng siong todae morn cos ive to get the ingerdients for barley nite (my duty) & everyone else in my slot isnt free... gona tend my Dnd booth later from 630 to 730, then cook ching chao ard 9pm... & i got CA tml!!!!!

niwae i just bought a red bikini!!!! for $12!!!! at clearance at sci!!!! the store's selling dresses @ $20 for 2!!!! tempted sia.... but im offically broke... my DnD still owe me $88(auspecious no.)... yea but im still happi =) feeling hungry now... tml's gona b a real busy dae...

Vball ihg season

Haiz, we lost again but at least we learnt from our mistakes to make a better person/player out of ourselves. =D thats the main pt. Our first match was againast Eusoff, that we didnt lost too badly at least we got half of the pts out of the match. Ytd we played against Temasek which i sadly regrettly say we cld hav won because of our mistakes tt we made esp me..... they were last yr champions but their team wasnt strong, in fact the lost to EH. yea so im at fault & mayb i felt the pressure, i wasnt sure wat i was feeling then. I shldnt hav any regrets nw cos its over but they were at last gd matches =D.

We went for supper which our darlin' capt' drove us to Bukit Timah area =D. Drinks were on her so yeppy!!! THX PRIYA!!!! We ate prata!!! =D

Thats my darlin' setter's number 5!!! Great job done by u, im so proud =D

Our guys' vice cap/coach was wif us too (photographer)

That was how we all squeeze into our cap's car lolx total 10 pple lolx fun time slpt at 2am!!! haha now feeling slpy still.... & there's still a number of things to b done...

That dumbo stalker is back. cos my nic said 'its a new beginning' so he still has e guts to msg me on msn whether we cn hav a new beginning & as usual i ignored him & so he said we shld talk someother time... HE WISH MAN, THAT WILL NEVER HAPPEN!!!!! As always he nv fails to ruin my mood!!!! so pissed!!!

stressed out

我不知道是我自己给我自己压力还是别人把压力这东西放在我肩上。是我想太多了吗？或许我打的太烂。我不想因为我一时的错误而让我的队友失望。我不想让队友因我受到的压力而也有压力。我的努力和那莫名其妙的所谓的压力，让我感到很疲倦。或许那所谓的压力从一开始都不存在。希望这一两个星期的努力与付出能得到美丽的收获。5号和18号，加油加油加油！！！！不要再为一些烦人的错误让KE7失望！！！ All the way!!! KE7! Ace!!!

If tt clueless guy is trying to pissed me off & ruin my mood everyday & distest him even more, he's successful totally. ITS IRRITATING!!!!! i hav nv been so worked out & he's rubbing salt into my wounds or so to sae or adding fuel to the fire. I think he's just playing on his luck which in this case is totally OUT. I cnt stand him animore!!! ARHHHH!!!!

fustrated

im feeling very irritable by someone todae, i cnt stand his constant msging everydae.... i told him from dae 1 that i onli treats him as a fren but... he told me tt his interest on me grew everydae which kinda gives me creeps, reminded me of another guy hu also found me on frenster saes ondae so suddenly tt he loved me.... tt obviously got me creeps... not tt i wan to boost or anithing i just wanna get the guy off.... im FUSTRATED!!!!!!! His constant msg sounds like pestering to me now & everytime now my ph rings i get irritated cos of him even i resort to putting my ph to silent mode... at least he cn sense that im irritated but not enough to stop texting/chatting wif me....haiz enough of bitching & dun even tink of teasing/asking me abt it, ill get irritated & even angry.

Nxt wk gona b a real busy wk for me. Starting from tml alreadi. WANT to watch the guys' ihg vball match tml nite then go buy blk supper food at 10. mon - prac & tut from aftn till evening then rush for dinner then trg at 7, then blk meeting at 10 then meeting/photoshot for dnd at 11. wed - lects from 10-6pm, rush for dinner then ihg vball against EH at 7. thurs - blk supper, nd to prepare. fri - free dae, suppose to go ger's hse for steambost BUT cannot!!!!! got match at 7!!!! wah!!!!! so im rather upset now.... =(

Post CNY holis...

haiz more things to be done, things r accumulating if i dun get them done wif.... cnt believe im gona b v busy nxt wk other than schooling... my first ihg match is coming up next wk so me & my fren hav been trg wif the guys =) the boys vicecap said we shld join the guys team.... diao lolx they make fun of me!!!! & worse i got hit 2x by the ball on my head!!! once while my pris' serving but then...yea next was a serve from one of the lads opp... but luckily both wasnt hit too hard or else i wld hav concussion =D lolx. my ball got hit away by out social sec. lolx haiz.... but fun ytd. =)

CNY eve

My fam & my aunt's r gona hav a chalet at dwntown east starting todae!!!! im now chatting wif a sexy butt aussie online =P oops lolx totally cute too. aniwae, lots of bbq tonite!!! update again~

Just reach the chalet, coasta sands. now nth to do so blog....

Finished our reunion dinner... lolx nth to do. feel lie staying online the whole.... but i wan my laptop!!!! is either my laptop wif me @ dwntown or at home wif com/laptop.... haiz but if i stay whole nite on com at home ill confirmed get nagging from my mum....

Busy Busy Busy

Dis week so far i been slping at 1-2 am in the morn, a new record set for my entire schooling life. Went out actually to watch the guys play vball @ redhill wif my dear fren priscilla, 2 gals (tt us) onli... lolx then the guys asked us to brg our shoes along so we can play, & we did for 2 sets wif the gals dere. =) not bad but the first set i played was horrible, then i began to get a little more confidence so naturally the play shld b better =). then we head back to hall, we kept missing the train & the buses....lolx bad luck ytd. Went to fong seng but...there was too many pple so we went to shears hall instead. walked back & the usual, go shower then chill a while then slp... i got a bruise... the tree root wasnt v visble in the dark by the side of the court so i didnt notice & wen i went dwn to recieve the ball up frm pris tt's wen i got friction then i notice the bruise ard it... haiz pris got a even larger bruise.... managed to see orion ytd too although it wasnt as bright as on tues. I mus jia you for my spike & recieve!!! & cos my studies!!!

First genetic lab

Had my first genetics lab ytd, extracting DNA and bacteria culture. Not much diff from the previous lab i've done on bacteria though. The fun thing abt the lab is that we nd to make a tiny hook using a glass rod =) so there's to out glass-crafting skills!!! Here's a pic to show wat i hav done in the lab...lol =D
Had a really busy dae ytd, didnt hav time to myself at nite though i class started at 2pm. Had lab from 2 to ard 530, went back for dinner, rush over to my tut at 6-7, rush back to hall for vball trg from 7 & train/play to 1030, went shower & wash my laundry, went for Dnd meeting @ 11 to ard 1, wanted to get sometime to myself be4 slpin & to charge my ph also, then slpet at 2 this morn cos i cnt take it animore... wow i spent 12hrs non-stop!!! first time...lolx woke up ard 8am.... still slpy & tired...

My first lab of the sem

Haiz, starting dis wk, my lab starts.... haiz. had my first lab earlier, Biochem lab in which we had to measure pH values using the pH meter.... something we nv played b4 in jc =]. i did my lab wif tingmei, a mjc from s308. M squeezing my brain juice to ans the questions in the expt nw.... haiz..... better go back to sloving the questions wif my frens. I dun hav a gd feeling abt plotting the titration curve for buffers.... if onli i know how to use the computer to plot....

Contd on from just nw... had a extra lect just nw from 6 to ard 730pm... The wind was or still is exceptionally strong nowadays if u come to realise... esp at nite & esp in NUS cos we r on the hill....lolx. yep so basically its WINDY and cold.... some pics that i took out of fun =)

This is half of the road i hav to climb if i take the greens stairs dwn to sci. The use of the pH meter, the end-pt exactly =)

On the wae back to hall just nw, stairs between lt 26 & 25. NUS pple may regconised dis view....

A new term has started

Ytd supposed to b the first dae of sch yet i hav no classes ytd! whoot! but that doesnt mean im wasnt doin nth... well i went home to move somemore stuffs into hall & went ikea for a while before headin back to hall for dinner & the events that awaits me. But i missed the most impt thing!!! Tut balloting!!! shoot man, so i had to ballot todae & wasnt happi cos the choices left were rather pathetic cos lots of them clashes wif my core lect if nt labs.... haiz

Went to clementi bookstore to check out a biochem textbk then went to meet ng for lunch @ sci canteen. head back to hall & waited to near 2pm for my first lect of the term & i onli hav 1 lect todae...but that doesnt mean im v free. My wed is Disastrous, 8 hrs straight of lect, 3 sci then de last fass. haiz, im counting on u ger to provide me wif food every wed....lolx

Still aching from the vball trg i had, since i haven excercise for 100 yrs...lolx trained for 3 hrs on sun then another 2 hrs ytd...haiz my legs almost turned into pulp & my arms and back ached totally!!!

K box Session wif my frens

Finally had our kbox session todae!!!! i waited so long =) Had tons of laughter cos of the smu pple there, my 3 insane frens. sang from after 1 to abt 7... for 6 hrs~ lolx lots of unglamly photos of my smu frens =) not me luckily =D

Dun wan my entry to b too long so i didnt upload all the pics taken earlier todae. Went to Astons for dinner, there's wat i ate =)